viernes, 16 de julio de 2010

Fallin´ on nightmares again.



Hello...nightmares
Fuckin nightmares that don´t want to leave me and make me realize that every day I am more sensitive to the life..To everything in general ... to realizing that even I haven´t overcome my past,And they make me be worse every day in the life again

Everything began with a rare nightmare of it had remained invalid in wheelchair..Without remembering as having come to that condition ... though after a time I put of I peeped ... but not precisely to walk, but to commit morbid things

as the virginity to have lost with a anyone girl that I´ve found in a few bushes, thinking that it was too beautiful and hot, I decided to have relation with her

In his moment I enjoyed it too much ... equal she, though ultimately I felt culprit for two things

1.-I had escaped of classes
2.-I´ve felt guilty on having cheated my girlfriend .. with someone who didn´t know

I escaped with my wheelchair towards my house desperate ... loading a strong post of conscience in my mind and of there it ended my first nightmare of the night

My second nightmare began To the exit of my ex-college of primary education "Escuela España" It was going I walk to the center to seeing my dad and being going to have lunch with him in some place

Suddenly I see walking the girl that I liked when it was in my first year of secondary...she called Valentina <3

I begin to talk her... forgetting the situation before happened with the blog that did us to drift apart We were speaking about many things in the street, it was a pleasing conversation .. until we come to the bus stop in where she tape-worm that to go away

But I was shocked when taked my hand and she didn´t let me go to home..she began to talk me about their unlucky life and suddenly she hugs me...I couldn´t leave to hug her...Later she kissed me so much..I felt so beautiful incomparable,something that didn´t want that it was ending ever.
But suddenly I feel that there are people who jokes very much...I felt unconfortable,but I kissed her again...and the jokes And the jokes turned delinquents children's threats That I myself could stop striking to two types that wanted to attack ourselves...until arrived 2 delinquents more to assault us...we´ve begin to run to an shopping center coming up to the last floor fleeing of the delinquents...It was looking down and we were thinking about being alive,to except until they came and they were going to begin to attack us, when it finishes my nightmare getting up so scared..


This was my story...about my two nightmare and the matter of those dreams and my love about you Vanessa <3


Was it a dream ? - 30 Seconds to Mars

Your defenses were on high
Your walls built deep inside
Yeah I'm a selfish bastard
But at least I'm not alone
My intentions never change
What I want still stays the same
And I know what I should do
it's time to set myself on fire
Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves it
A photograph of you and I
Your reflection I've erased
Like a thousand burned out yesterdays
Believe me when I say goodbye forever
Is for good
Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves it
A photograph of you and I
Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves
A photograph of you and I
(A photograph of you and I)
Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves
A photograph of you and I
A photograph of you and I
A photograph of you and I
IN LOVE...